Race Report
So I did it, I finished the marathon. It took me longer than I had hoped but the weather and my hips were conspiring against me so it's not bad considering.
The race started out well. I stuck with the 4:45 group until the first water table where I lost them. Retrospectively I probably should have actually signed up to run with this group or at least tried harder to stick with them rather than thinking I could pick up the pace, but we live and learn and the marathon is nothing but a learning experience.
So the next few miles went well. Up to the 10k marker I was on pace for the 4:45, I had hoped for (and maybe even a little quicker), seeing Amanda, Susan and Sandra (Amanda's mother) really spurred me on to dig deep at mile 7 but then it all started to go wrong. The hip trouble I thought I had beaten with diligent yoga and stretching all week started to nag and being not even a third of the way through this was not a good sign. As the half-marathoners turned away from the marathon course half a mile later, I found myself wondering what on earth I'd done and questioning whether choosing to do the full over the half was such a wise decision after all. Still, there was no going back and I decided pull back a little and aim for an 11 minute pace which would still get me to the finish around 4:45.
Every mile marker I passed had a sign next to it telling me what I was on pace for and until Lake Hefner it always read "You are on pace for a 4h34m - 4h47m finish". At Lake Hefner the 4:45 group came up behind me and I knew I was in trouble. If they were coming up behind me, I must have slowed down significantly and I couldn't even contemplate moving any faster than I already was. I resolved to try and keep with them and though I managed to stick with them for several miles, beyond Lake Hefner and through Nichols Hills, it was futile.
Up to this point I'd eaten gummy bears for the first 10 miles, alternated water with Powerade at the aid stations and started taking energy gels every 4 or so miles from mile 10. I'd had 2 at this stage and really should have been taking another but the idea of squirting a whole packet of warm honey into my mouth made me queasy. I gave myself one more mile to steel myself for the gloop, thinking of a story Amanda's dad had told me about thinking he could get away without anymore energy gel in a marathon and winding up staggering into the crowd with 200y to go. That was not going to be me so I toughened up and took it. These things are disgusting, but they work. Although I felt like crap I don't think it was The Wall, from what I've heard the wall feels like literally running into a wall, what I had was more of a gradual deterioration and steadily increasing hip pain.
By mile 21 I was actually dying, or at least I thought I was. The sun was high in the sky by this point and the mercury must have been pushing 25C and rising. I thought if I could just keep the 4:45 group in my sights it would be OK and tried to play mind games with myself by mentally breaking up the last 6 miles into 2 5K races which at this stage should be a walk in the park.
It wasn't. The 4:45 group pulled away and I didn't even care. There was nothing I could have done to keep up. The finish time indicator ticked up into the next bracket 4h47m-5h00m and I didn't even care. Now I just wanted to finish.
Although one of my main goals was just to get to the end without walking outside of aid stations this was just not going to happen today so I instilled a new strategy for the last 5 miles. I had on my Garmin and worked out that if I could keep to a 14 minute pace for the last 5 miles I'd still get in under 5 hours. So I instigated a new strategy allowing myself to power walk until the lap pace read 14 and then run until it was back down to around 12.
At mile 23, Amanda, Susan and Sandra were there again cheering for me and I found the energy to run to them and stop long enough to stretch my hip and tell them I wanted to die. I ran enough until I was out of sight and went back to my walk run routine. Somewhere in this last 6 miles the hip pain was so overwhelming that I actually had to lie down on the grass verge and stretch my hips out which allowed me to run a little further. I don't remember where it's all a bit of a blur.
By mile 25 I was ready to call it quits and just stroll the rest of the way but I passed the final 25 mile marker and saw the time. It read somewhere around 4:48 and I knew that if I could just run the rest of the way I'd squeak in under 5 hours. So I did. I'm not sure how I managed it, but hearing the crowds at the finish line and finally turning the corner and seeing the finish line made me find that spurt of running left in me.
As I drew nearer to the finish I saw it tick over the 5 hour mark and was briefly despondent until I remembered that it had taken me 2 minutes to cross the start line and that my chip time would reflect this. Just then, I saw Amanda, Susan and Sandra again unexpectedly, yelling and cheering for me and telling me I could do it and then I really knew I could.
I must have run an 8m30s pace in that last .22 miles and it felt much faster!! I did it though, I got my sub 5 with a grand chip-time of 4:58:20.
I'll speed up next time!